My most precious posession

My most precious posession probably is the concepts that I managed to create along my life, the whole bunch of ideas that controls my life, which are the result of what I've lived. These... "things" maybe can explain my behaviour in cetain situations that nobody could tell why I acted in certain way that people didn't expected.

It's hard to explain what one can create along his life in terms of concepts, such as mental structures, predeterminated chains of thoughts that appear as answer to common life events, personally I believe that these "things" are the core of my entire being.

I don't know what to do some times with these kind of thoughts stored in my mind, althought they are very precious to me because they diferenciate myself from the commom mass of people or at least I like to belive that, they sometimes make my social life hard.

Althought in social groups being the freaky guy is not that bad as it sounds, most of the time I can have good time with friends.

So in the end the most posession that I own are all my efforts to understand life events that made me be the way that I am.